Artificial Sweetener

The return of Saturn
Assessing my life
Second guessing?

I'm full of artificial sweetener
My heart?s been deceitful
It's all artificial sweetener
I'm faking I love you?s
You're forcing me to

You really deserve love
I want to love you
But I can't seem to find myself
My wilting effort
Our progress report
I'm only sure that I'm not sure

I shudder to be honest
Who's behind it all now?
Who's the author?

I'm full of artificial sweetener
My heart?s been deceitful
It's all artificial sweetener
I'm faking I love you?s
You're forcing me to

Re-read, re-write, redo, undo
I'm stuck on this page
I was born two weeks late
Is that why I hesitate?
I?m on the fence
Push me off it
I want to be on your side now
And keep a promise